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I have returned<3

Thu Mar 12, 2009, 7:03 PM
  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Love will find a way- DE/VISION
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Dead ;D
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
I thought I was going to be gone but I read most of your messages and it seems like I made a lot of people upset. It made me upset that I let so many people down, your words mean so much to me, so I decided to come back. I tried quitting onetime before this because of friend issues but a certain someone was really sweet to me, so I stayed. I'm so sorry that I left you all in the first place, I let A LOT of things get to me that were family problems, problems with this site and my art block. It all exploded in my face at once and I never realized something I made would impact so many people and I didn't know any of you cared that much. I finally got myself back together and my family actually feels like a family for once. My dad is treating me nice and so are my siblings, which is EXTREMELY shocking for me but good. Everything is getting somewhat back to normal and I am happier now. I thought I was just bothering people with the obsessive comments and favorites and stupid stuff and I don't know my art block just made me feel so worthless. Some people have told me that my art have sucked also and it really got to me when I made it especially for them (and including you all), even though I never really liked my art in the first place, it just hurt me really badly.
I'm turning twenty March 24th and I am changing so much, in a good way ofcourse and i'm going to let little things go and try to control my anger.


I got stock notifications to do on some pieces but before that I have to notify every artist I featured, I'm sorry I can't remove your art from the article if you don't approve, it was my first time featuring people. I really thought you can edit news articles after LOL but you can't.
Sorry for the late reply I was about to have a nervous breakdown and I am finally better. I couldn't control myself from crying after I quit, I really couldn't I actually became more depressed after.


Thank you all for your kind words and HUGE support, it really means A LOTTTTTTTTTTT to me, I'll try my best at making new art:heart: I wouldn't have came back if it wasn't for you all. I Love you all so much, thank you again for the sweet words and everything. :hug:

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=fluffycorsola Mar 14, 2009, 7:59:07 AM
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~griim Mar 14, 2009, 1:12:26 PM
It's so awesme that you're back :D :D

That being said, try not to let others guilt you into coming back....and *that* being said, try to ignore the haters too. Create as you see fit. You have no obligations to anyone but yourself :)
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